The source of all that you can โBeโ meets with what you have so far โBecomeโ. The Sun has reached Satยญurn and your pure potenยญtial is getยญting a much needยญed โrealยญiยญty checkโ.
Just like in a New Moon, the comยญing togethยญer of two bodยญies in their conยญjuncยญtion repยญreยญsents a beginยญning; it is a release of new enerยญgy and meanยญing, an opporยญtuยญniยญty for a new relaยญtionยญship and what it means to you.
The Sun is your โSelfโ, it is your potenยญtial waitยญing to be released, formed and acknowlยญedged. Satยญurn is what you have so far poured yourยญself into, it is your Realยญiยญty. But the Spirยญiยญtuยญal paraยญdox you face is that this very fulยญfillยญment of your Self, your self-realยญizaยญtion, is also a very real limยญit upon your Self (over time). For you can only โBeโ by being some โThingโ, which is by its very nature and being, being formed and manยญiยญfestยญed, Limited.
This is the dilemยญma of your jourยญney, to be a spirยญit in the mateยญrยญiยญal worldโฆ
The opporยญtuยญniยญty you are givยญen now is to begin again, to start a new year of releasยญing yourยญself into your forms of self-realยญizaยญtion. Today you end a cycle of manยญiยญfesยญtaยญtion; today you begin a cycle of New Manยญiยญfesยญtaยญtion. Today you feel most poignantยญly that creยญative tenยญsion, the joy and pain, that comes out of all that โcould or should beโ being faced again with what you (and everyยญone else) has already made. Yes, there is much to be grateยญful forโฆbut there is much to be done. Today you beginโฆ
It has always been so.โฆthis is your jourยญney, to descend into matยญter so as to raise it up, into the lightโฆand it takes time, a long, long time to get it right.
But today, today you can yet again make a new beginning.โฆto set yourยญself more firmยญly upon that path of promiseโฆas you head back to the light.
Shine on!

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