Daily Archives: October 31, 2011

Mercury Square Neptune (November 1, 2011)

Now it is Herยญmes turn to dance in those mirยญrored Halls of Wonderโ€ฆNeptuneโ€™s Magยญiยญcal Mysยญtery tour is comยญing to your mindโ€ฆThere is going to be some misยญperยญcepยญtion, and some misยญunยญderยญstandยญing hereโ€ฆbut that is only the sideshow, because this is realยญly for you, it is a gift, an opporยญtuยญniยญty to grow beyond the boundยญaries that kept you from the greater truth that is always around that next spiยญral turnโ€ฆ

Merยญcury is windยญing down his divยญing-deepยญer, his jourยญney through Scorยญpio is almost done, and heโ€™s closยญing in but not quite catchยญing Venus before he pivยญots โ€™round in Novemยญber. Your mind has been probยญing furยญther, to peel back layยญers of assumpยญtion, folยญlowยญing a hunch, a feelยญing to go beyond the ordiยญnary, beyond those mereยญly surยญface appearยญances and so reach that underยญworld, that hidยญden realm which reveals the deepยญer realยญiยญty behind the screen of your day to day. You may have found someยญthing greater, had your โ€œEureยญka!โ€ momentโ€ฆ

But Nepยญtune adds her Mysยญtiยญcal Touch nowโ€ฆAnd you will find that there is a need to pause and reconยญsidยญer what you have disยญcovยญered, and you may feel, yes there is someยญthing going on here, an altered state, a shiftยญing of the lightโ€ฆyou have a touch of doubt, a greater uncertaintyโ€ฆoh yes, there is even conยญfuยญsion in the air.

And, of course, that is exactยญly what you need, to quesยญtion, to wonderโ€ฆto throw a difยญferยญent light upon the disยญcovยญerยญies before youโ€ฆfor this is the way it has always been done, โ€œThe Workโ€ that is the makยญing of your Greater Awareยญness. You move from levยญel to levยญel, to an ever closยญer comยญpreยญhenยญsion of what โ€œThatโ€ isโ€ฆand you do it by means of this mysยญtic spiยญral dance of Conยญsciousยญness, that part of you who is forยญevยญer seekยญing to encomยญpass the realยญiยญty withยญin and without.

โ€œCerยญtainยญtyโ€ sure has a nice ring to it, yes it sounds nice, it is reasยญsurยญing and a seemยญing comยญfortยญable place to beโ€ฆbut it is greatยญly over-ratยญed and realยญly unable to hold. Because you are spirยญit on a quest; your jourยญney is a conยญtinยญuยญous, unfoldยญing and nevยญer-endยญing expanยญsion of conยญsciousยญness and there is nothยญing for it but to keep movยญing on, into the greater mystery.

You cycle into a new state of awareยญness, a new underยญstandยญing, and you set yourยญself down into your new certaintyโ€ฆand it holds for a time. But a difยญferยญent light is cast, Nepยญtune helps by shiftยญing the shadยญow-plays, and doubt is born. You move from cerยญtainยญty to questioningโ€ฆand so you look again, you make adjustmentsโ€ฆand all seems well again for a time.

But evenยญtuยญalยญly, and this is good, the adjustยญments are not enough the shiftยญing shadยญows are too great, and quesยญtionยญing leads to greater doubts, which leads to deepยญer confusionโ€ฆand, finalยญly, the release from the old is found in your Disยญilยญluยญsionยญment. That is preยญciseยญly what is needยญed of you, to become freer, to be dis-illuยญsioned and so โ€œloseโ€ your illusions!

This is the necยญesยญsary path you must walk, into this darkยญness (for a time)โ€ฆfor it is this mysยญtery, it is this pasยญsage that must be made to release the seeds of your new underยญstandยญing, a re-alignยญment of your mindโ€ฆTo the โ€œAh Hah!โ€ of your next Illuminationโ€ฆ

Now you take that next spiยญral turn in your jourยญney from an unself-conยญscious spark of the divineโ€ฆ

You move that much closยญer to becomingโ€ฆthe becoming.