It
is rather fitยญting and propยญer, that on the day that the fourth Uranus/Pluto
Square is exact, your Avatars of Mind and Self conยญjoin. Merยญcury is halfway
through his Retยญroยญgrade and passยญes between you and the Sun now, and it is like a
โNew Moonโ for your Mind and Thought-Forms, and the answers that you
have been seekยญing may have just been offered up for your consideration.
But you will need to be Humยญble, you will have to
be Self-Reflecยญtive and you will need to be Fearยญless if you wish to see beyond this Plane of Realยญiยญty which
holds you in its thrall. For though what you perยญceive is โRealโ it is
a Maya too, and you will need to look beyond appearยญances to disยญcovยญer the
Founยญdaยญtions of Truth and your Greater Reality.
Be Humยญble
You are movยญing through that most proยญfoundยญly deep and mysterious
Realm of Scorยญpio now, and there is so much you will disยญcovยญer, and yet there is
much that is, may and must remain hidยญden. For behind/beyond whatยญevยญer levยญel of
perยญcepยญtion you have come to, there is still much, much furยญther you will
evenยญtuยญalยญly goโฆSo your first step is to step back and approach this mystery
with Humilยญiยญty, to accept and underยญstand that
whatยญevยญer you now underยญstand to be the Real is still limยญitยญed. But that is the
way of it, this Path of Awakยญenยญing you walk is cirยญcuitous and spiยญralยญing, and you
have indeed drawn closยญer to Truth and that is good, but you will be limยญitยญed by
and remain in some form of Maya too.
Be Self-Reflecยญtive
You are fired by your pasยญsion, to rip away the Veil of Appearances
and so see the greater truth about your Unions. But with Merยญcury retrograde,
your real need and opporยญtuยญniยญty is to re-examยญine yourยญself, to quesยญtion the
nature of your unions from Withยญin. So your secยญond step is to be Self-Reflecยญtive,
to turn the Laser-Like Illuยญmiยญnaยญtions of Scorยญpio back upon yourยญself. For if you
do you will be able to do what is most necยญesยญsary to your self-fulยญfillยญment, to
betยญter know yourยญself. You will underยญstand that in order for you to reach the
Union that you seek, you must know what you have to offer, disยญcern what you
might be willยญing to sacยญriยญfice and come to see more truยญly what you seek from the
othยญer too. The only path is this, the Path of Self-Masยญtery; the only Injunction
you need folยญlow, โKnow Thyselfโ.
Be Fearยญless
If you truยญly seek to find the way to the Beloved, if you wish to
have your Faith restored by this Rebirth and Renewยญal found in Comยญmuยญnion, then
there is one final step you will and must encounter, you must Face your Fear,
you must strive to become Fearยญless. With Mercury
retยญroยญgrade, you will come to see that there is only one true obstaยญcle and
chalยญlenge in every Lesยญson of Life, and that upon this cirยญcuitous path of
Self-unfoldยญment your one true โeneยญmyโ will always beโฆFear. Your
Fear is made from your self-cast shadยญows, those echoes of past failยญures and
lossยญes of yesยญterยญyear that bear down upon your present hopes and dreams. And if
you yield to them, if you give way and let them take hold, then all of what
might have been, this promise of reachยญing beyond yourยญself and truยญly becoming
one with anothยญer may be lost againโฆbut this need not be so.
You must choose as to whether you will be bound back by what was
or to believe in what might yet be. You can use the Powยญer of Merยญcury Retrograde
to disยญcern what formed these shadยญows, of how or why the bridge between yourself
and anothยญer was not made or became broยญken. You can learn from your pain and
choose to harยญvest this Spirยญiยญtuยญal Lesยญson which is a Gift for you, for this is how
you will truยญly know what to do or not do now. You will take out your
โSword of Sevยญerยญanceโ, as you harยญvest the meanยญings and mesยญsages that
you have earned and leave behind the rest, and then you will turn and face your
new day dawnยญing with Faith and Courage and Love.
Yes, Merยญcury Retยญroยญgrade is a Blessยญing, and in Scorยญpio he offers
you this Promise. He offers the Gift of Insight which enables you to reach across
and become one with the beloved by first bringยญing you closยญer to your own true
Self.
You
will move with Grace in Humilityโฆ
You will
seek your Truth in Self-Reflectionโฆ
You
will find your Love by Fearยญing Not.
