This turnยญing was comยญmentยญed upon in my 2013 Genยญerยญal Forecast:
Satยญurn
Retยญroยญgrade (Febยญruยญary 18 until July 7)
Satยญurn
turns your attenยญtion inwards to conยญsidยญer the nature of Union in your
worldโฆYou have been delvยญing deeply with Satยญurn in Scorยญpio, into how you can
overยญcome your pains of sepยญaยญraยญtion and join with one anothยญer more completely.
Now you need to look withยญin to see what is there, what you hold to, or what
holds you back from the deepยญer expeยญriยญences you proยญfess to desire. The shadows
of the past, your fears about rejecยญtion or loss have to be faced and released
here withยญin yourยญself, for only then will you find your joy out there.
Durยญing any retยญroยญgrade you are givยญen an
opporยญtuยญniยญty to draw closยญer to the tests and opporยญtuยญniยญties your planetary
comยญpanยญions offer as their gifts to you. There is no greater teacher than
Satยญurn, and no greater test or opporยญtuยญniยญty than what he will show you in
Scorpio.
Your greatยญest longยญing is to be found here,
to draw closยญer to and become one with one anotherโฆand there is no greater
fear or pain than this, nothยญing is more painful than to expeยญriยญence the loss of
your unionโฆit is almost unbearยญable. But this is part of your jourยญney as you
move from the lessยญer to the Greater Underยญstandยญing, from the realms of shadows
and half-truths and draw that much closยญer to your true SelfโฆYou can only grow
by letยญting go of what brings you pain and so you will come closยญer and closยญer to the
Crossยญing Pointโฆand you will leave behind the darkยญness and fears as you move into the Light.
Let Satยญurn help you to face your fears,
which are your self-made reflecยญtions, formed by those aches and pains of what
was but is now lost, or what might have been and yet was not to beโฆ
Underยญstand that these painful laments that
echo into your present cirยญcumยญstance can be easยญiยญly misยญunยญderยญstood and foster
hopeยญlessยญness, loneยญliยญness and despair, and so you might turn from the prospect
of union, to give up on yourselfโฆbut this is not who you are and this is not
the mesยญsage these echoes are meant to carยญry for you.
Instead you will evenยญtuยญalยญly see and underยญstand that
these laments conยญtain the mirยญrored reminders of the Love that Was, Is and Will
always be. That the One True Realยญiยญty that binds all as one is Love, and it is
this funยญdaยญmenยญtal Force which holds all of Creยญation togethยญer in Love.
You will come to understand
that the pain or loss you feel from time to time is equalยญly and more truยญly to
be underยญstood as the meaยญsure of the Love that was, is and will always be there
for you, for this Love is withยญin you as much as it surยญrounds you tooโฆand so you will evenยญtuยญalยญly live in accepยญtance, peace and understanding.
Let Satยญurn teach you to let go of the
Illuยญsion that comes from your Morยญtal Frame, let go of this Maya of Separationโฆ
For all are ones of the One and you are
nevยญer, ever aloneโฆnot ever.
For with you always, forยญevยญer and ever, forยญevยญer you walk with your beloved, your own highยญer Selfโฆ
Who wishยญes only for you to realยญize the
Greatยญness that awaits you, that lies withยญin youโฆ
That is You, your Self.
