You have been reflectยญing on yourยญself since March 12; thatโs right, you have turned back around to look upon yourยญself, tryยญing to see yourยญself as if in a mirยญror, to re-assess your appearยญance, demeanor and attitudeโฆWhy?โฆSo that you might find your betยญter way, a truer way to move forยญward. Today marks anothยญer changeโฆMercury is still movยญing retยญroยญgrade (that is most cerยญtainยญly eviยญdent!), but now it re-enters the preยญviยญous sign of Pisces which it had left on March 2.
You will need to turn away now from at least some of your plans for the future and move back into your pastโฆYou will need to let go of your forยญward focus, of conยญsidยญerยญing your posยญsiยญbilยญiยญties, so that you might betยญter underยญstand from whence you have come (and so betยญter underยญstand what you are bringยญing with you).
For it is most cerยญtainยญly true that each and every step forยญward in your jourยญney lands upon the path you forged long ago. This is your Karยญma, the effects of which come to you now as the comยญplex matrix of your present Cirยญcumยญstance (the world that surยญrounds where you stand). This is the world you madeโฆit came from your Dreams and your FearsโฆThis realยญiยญty is but the conยญseยญquence of what you forged long ago. So, before you set in motion more of those โcausยญesโ that will bring future โeffectsโ upon you (and those who accomยญpaยญny you), it would be wise to take this opporยญtuยญniยญty to conยญsidยญer what you might have learned from those steps you took before.
From now till April 4 (when Merยญcury turns direct), you should make the most of this gift, this harยญvest of your meanยญings and experienceโฆfor this is how you grow and turn your life from an ordiยญnary cirยญcle, (what would be an endยญless and meanยญingยญless eterยญnal return) into a wonยญdrous, upwardยญly soarยญing spiยญral dance of life. You do this by conยญfronting what limยญits your Dreamยญing Realยญizaยญtions: those Doubts, Anxยญiยญeties and Fears that deflect your heartโs intent. You must clear them all awayโฆbut How?
You have done this, you can do thisโฆbecome fearยญless and faithfulโฆby comยญing into a deepยญer, more conยญstant conยญtact with your ever-renewยญing founยญtain-source of faith and meaningโฆwhich is known to you as your own highยญer self.
These Merยญcuยญrยญial mesยญsages, these intiยญmaยญtions of your greater underยญstandยญing, are bestowed by that highยญer selfโฆThey are gifts from You to youโฆBut they will not arrive with blazยญing trumยญpets and big disยญplays. Merยญcury is sailยญing through those subยญtler realms of Nepยญtune when traยญversยญing this Pisยญcean spaceโฆ
Like many matยญters spirยญiยญtuยญal, The Way, your path, is paraยญdoxยญiยญcal! You need to focusโฆand you must be unfoยญcused too! You need to pay closยญer attenยญtion, to catch those whisยญpers and genยญtle suggestionsโฆand so turn away from all outยญward disยญtracยญtions. You must also avoid any parยญticยญuยญlar focus or intent. These mesยญsages from beyond, these proยญfound meanยญings, canยญnot be found where your ordiยญnary attenยญtion keeps you, mesยญmerยญized by the lessยญer realยญiยญty. No, these mesยญsages come from the periphยญerยญal realms, at the outยญer reachยญes of your ordiยญnary conยญsciousยญness. They come like laughยญing fairies and sparkling spritesโฆand if you look too hard or directยญly upon them, they will vanish!
You have to be open and let your inner self bring you into alignยญment with these greater meanยญings, to help you underยญstand the lessons of life you have just livedโฆso that you may then turn to your future with greater underยญstandยญing and acceptance.
So turn back nowโฆlook and lisยญten carefullyโฆ
For the Light in the Darkยญnessโฆfor the Voice in the Silenceโฆ
Your Faith, Your Futureโฆand withยญout fear.
