Okay, this is a realยญly, realยญly tough oneโฆ So, be careยญful! An irreยญsistible force (Mars/Desire) meets an immovยญable object (Saturn/Reality). Someยญthing is bound to hapยญpen, and it will not be pretยญty unless you remain cenยญtered, adapt and move into greater understanding.
When Mars and Satยญurn align like this you have reached a turnยญing point in action/manifestation. Rememยญber an oppoยญsiยญtion is like a Full Moon, it is time of revยญeยญlaยญtion. It appears as if you must choose between one action/thing or anothยญer; but realยญly this is a time to bridge your divide by risยญing above appearยญances and so expeยญriยญence the highยญer truth; that these two oppoยญsites are part of one greater whole. You must find your way to right action and so take the highยญer path of synthesis.
Mars is the force of Desire; it is the Spirยญit you ride as you manยญiยญfest your potenยญtial through dreamยญing-thinkยญing-actยญing. Satยญurn is the prinยญciยญple of Realยญiยญty; it is the manยญiยญfesยญtaยญtion of what you dreamed-thought-actยญed. Now it appears that the Authorยญiยญty-Realยญiยญty you are encounยญterยญing is chalยญlengยญing or blockยญing your Desire. You attempt to move forยญward, but the hardยญer you try, the hardยญer Realยญiยญty pushยญes back.
NOW comes your testโฆIf you push ahead even hardยญer, well, you might make it, but it will probยญaยญbly not turn out well for you or those around you. You will probยญaยญbly cause damยญage to yourยญself or your surยญroundยญings. And, if you pull back, and deny your desire, well that wonโt be pretยญty either. It will churn around withยญin you and come out again, but it will be not be in a very good form when it does.
You canยญnot go forยญward; you canยญnot go back. Okay uniยญverse, whatโs left? And your inner voice will answer, โThe Third Way, the Way of Underยญstandยญingโ. Look at the two oppoยญsites before you.
Perยญhaps the goal is still true, but the way you are attemptยญing to get there no longer works. Either you have changed, or the world has changed, (or both), and you must find a difยญferยญent means to accomยญplish your task. Your Desire/Mars is always evolving.
Then turn and look at what you desire, your goal, and ask โis that what I truยญly want now?โ You creยญatยญed a Realยญiยญty to fulยญfill yourยญself, but now it seems to stand in your way. Perยญhaps it is no longer approยญpriยญate or meanยญingยญful. Or maybe, if you just adjust your bearยญings a litยญtle, then a betยญter, finยญer goal will present itself. Your Saturn/Reality is always re-forming.
And oftenยญtimes, it is both. You can no longer act as you had because you have grown; nor can you purยญsue the same realยญiยญty because it too is evolvยญing, both through your efforts and that of many others.
First, you must step back from this criยญsis, from the conยญfrontaยญtion that appears to be โout thereโ, for the true strugยญgle of your life is to be found withยญin. Rememยญber that you are only encounยญterยญing what you have desired and what you have creยญatยญed. Take responยญsiยญbilยญiยญty for what you wantยญed and what you madeโฆ Now, re-imagยญine yourยญself and take the midยญdle path of underยญstandยญing. You are the creator.
So be it.

WoW!!! Oh how I regret not lookยญing at this one an hour before a large scale batยญtle for the house! This one would have saved much griefโฆ Gotยญta love the perยญfect hind sight!!!
Dear Alan, Sorยญry about that. Aspects can be linยญing up for sevยญerยญal days in advance, and so it is hard to exactยญly know when or how they might manยญiยญfest. I try to post at least the day before, but someยญtimes, eviยญdentยญly, that is just too lateโฆBest regards, Bill