Weโve reached the waxยญing square of the Sun and Satยญurn; and, oh boy, do we have a probยญlem with authorยญiยญty! We began a new phase in some task, job or project at the end of Sepยญtemยญber; but now we find ourยญselves at a crossroads.
We have to make a choice; what do we keep, and what do we cut? It seems as if an authorยญiยญty figยญure is chalยญlengยญing us now. Or, maybe the very thing we have been buildยญing up is blockยญing us. Or, is it our own self-doubt about our authorยญiยญty that is getยญting in the way? No matยญter how life seems to present us with this choice, the true chalยญlenge of this or any sitยญuยญaยญtion is always to be found in the spirยญiยญtuยญal strugยญgle withยญin each of us.
With the Sun repยญreยญsentยญing pure potenยญtial, (it is undifยญferยญenยญtiยญatยญed and so unlimยญitยญed but it is not real, yet); and Satยญurn repยญreยญsentยญing realยญiยญty, (it is limยญitยญed because it is what we had to put some part of our potenยญtial into in order to make it real), what we will find is that whatยญevยญer we have so far poured our self into may be the very thing in the way of our furยญther growth now.
Yet not everyยญthing in our realยญiยญty is in the way, we need to keep some or most of what we have built up, but we have to let someยญthing or someยญone else go. We need to face the sitยญuยญaยญtion squareยญly and with courage. The chalยญlenge of a criยญsis is to see through it to the opporยญtuยญniยญty that is there waitยญing for us. We canยญnot be attached to the temยญpoยญrary form of the realยญiยญty; instead, we must honยญor the essence, the spirยญit behind it.
So quesยญtion authorยญiยญty, but quesยญtion your own espeยญcialยญly. Honยญor what you have become, but do not be imprisยญoned by your present form. When the ground drops away from beneath your feet.โฆit is time to spread those wings.
